A blog through marital betrayal & healing

April 6, 2022

God, this is hard. This week, I think I finally convinced Joe that I’m not going to leave and he helped me realize that I’ve been withholding my heart from him. I’m trying to give it to him, but I’m terrified. It was especially hard when it felt like he was pushing me away. He…
April 1, 2022

I had a dream last night that I didn’t want to wake up from. I was starting over with another man. We healed together from similar pains and it was a beautiful fiction. I wrestle with it. Intimacy wasn’t painful in my dream—all of my problems vanished and I was just a normal lover, free…

March 31, 2022

I joined a support group. They use the “A L.I.F.E. Recovery Guide for Spouse” workbook by Melissa Haas. It starts with 7-steps on grief, then moves into 7 principles. Today I worked on Grieving Step 4. Grieving Honestly Feelings help us identify truths about our circumstances. When we are angry, maybe we have been wronged.…

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Allison is a hobby author, tax accountant, and wife.

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